The "living hell" described in the song is a literal reference to Poarch's childhood environment, where she faced physical and emotional abuse.
Chew you up and spit you outAnd still you come aroundSo, I can watch you drownHate when you tell me that you'll waitLike you think that I could changeWhen I've always been this way Bella Poarch - Living Hell (Lyrics)
Well, the good guys don't always get the gloryCan't you see the warning signs?
The song "Living Hell" by is a deeply personal track that explores the artist's past trauma and struggles with mental health. Poarch has shared that the lyrics and accompanying music video are inspired by her experience growing up in an abusive household in the Philippines, specifically reflecting her memories of being confined to a small yellow bedroom.
I'm haunted by the words you sayWhen I can't say that I feel the sameAdmit you'll always be aloneAnd baby you should knowI'm only gonna ghost The "living hell" described in the song is
11), and the song delves into her internal struggles. “'Living Hell' is about the toxic relationship I have with my mental health.