Alex treats a former schoolmate who seeks "honor" through self-mutilation, while Meredith handles a young girl who underwent an illegal surgery.
"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."
George suspects that Dr. Taylor, a highly-regarded anesthesiologist, is drinking while on duty, leading to a difficult ethical choice about whether to report him.
Season 1, Episode 7 of Grey's Anatomy , titled is a pivotal episode where personal secrets begin to collide with professional responsibilities at Seattle Grace Hospital. Key Plot Points
"Grey's Anatomy" The Self-Destruct Button (TV Episode 2005) - IMDb